Moving Away

I’ve decided to stop writing on this blog and move away from the things I have been taught… move away from my own experiences… move away from the doctrines I think I know… and only know the Beauty of Christ and be found in Him. You can follow my new blog… https://tatianainchrist.wordpress.com “What is more, …

And Forgive Us our Sins

Matthew 6:12 KJV “And forgive us our debts, as we forgive our debtors.” Everything up and to the CROSS was OLD COVENANT. JESUS has finished and …And Forgive Us our Sins

The Gospel

A few days ago I was telling Jesus that the cross seems like a fairy tale. We are so far removed from that way of life. People don’t get crucified around here. It’s hard to imagine what it was like. So He told me to watch the Passion of the Christ. I always stayed away …

love never fails

What g wrote… about the love of God actualizing in you… and Christ sharing Himself w you in that way… His life and love becoming a part of you so much that you feel it is your own… Christ living His life IN you… when it happens- you will know that’s what you’ve been looking …

One Flesh

This past year has been one of immense suffering for me… suffering by my own hand. It’s sick what we do to ourselves sometimes. Even through my rebellion and suffering, God continued to build His Kingdom in me. He never left. I always understood that we are one spirit with the Lord, but this past …

The Widows Mite

I have been thinking on something that happened in my life years ago, when I first came to Christ. I feel that this event is worthy of being memorialized and want to write about it. I was a heavy drug user my whole life. Drugs affected my mind in such a way that the effects …

No Consciousness of Sins

It has taken me a really long time to learn, understand, and start to walk in this truth. “Seeing, Simon Peter fell at the knees of Jesus, saying, Depart from me, for I am a sinful man, Lord. For astonishment took hold of him, and all those with him, at the haul of fish which …

anti-sin is anti Christ…its not Truth

I've been thinking on this post for years... by Christ, in Him, we go frm sin to Christ…not to anti-sin, as its preached in th world and by the self righteous… sadly…most ppl who claim Christ have no idea abt the truth of sin…bc we can nname it, we think of someone is one thang …

New Domain Name

Hi everyone! Just wanted to let you guys know that I wont be renewing my domain name for this blog. As it expires soon, I will just have a free wordpress site, but the name is changing... I already changed it so there is nothing new that you need to subscribe to... all of my …

The Hammered Heart

hand fabricated Last year I began to learn silversmithing. I had been praying for a hobby for years and finally in Nov last year, Jesus gave me this one. I got some tools, watched some videos, and jumped in with both feet.  Learning traditional silversmithing techniques of sawing, hammering, forging, soldering, filing, sanding, forming, and shaping …

Spiritual Things

I have not been born again very long. I came to Christ seven years ago. During the first four years, much of that time was spent learning to live as a normal person after two decades as a drug addict. Jesus was convicting me of a lot of outward sin and my life changed a …

The Tree of Knowledge of Good and Evil

image from 123rf I was reading about Jacob, Rachel, and Leah awhile ago... I am used to seeing the difference of flesh and spirit in reading the bible. One loved and one hated. Rachel and Leah were sisters and were both married to Jacob. They each had a maid servant that they gave as wives to …

Christ Crucified

Sharing some thoughts on Christ Crucified. I am starting to read through Job. Taking my time. I'm not very far into it. It's a difficult book for me to follow. I get totally lost reading it in KJV... so I read each chapter in a kids bible version to get the gist of it, then a little …

Knit Together

All things are fufilled in the Cross and Resurrection. Every truth and every revelation brings us into those eternal moments. Everything seen and unseen reside in those moments, the Cross and Resurrection is all that exist. The death of adam and the Life of Christ. Theres not the Cross, the Resurrection, and everything else in the world. …

Christ In You Is The Gospel

The beginning of the gospel of Jesus Christ, the Son of God; As it is written IN the prophets, Behold, I send my messenger before thy face, Which shall prepare thy way before thee. Mark 1:1‭-‬2 KJV In the beginning... in Christ... is the cross and the resurrection... in you... the gospel is Christ in …

Living Epistles

I just understood something so beautiful, I want to make a post about it so that I never forget. A few years ago I wanted to understand the Book of Romans...  I knew there was a bunch of truth packed in there and I wanted to know about all of it.  I read it over and …

As He Is… So Are We In This World… The Second Coming

Image from fullofeyes.com A few years ago I understood that Jesus is already here, ruling and reigning in the hearts of His people. That His Kingdom is here now. I understood that the Second Coming happens when we are born again, that the Second Coming is the New Covenant. I understood that I am truly …

All Is Vanity

I used to be SOOO offended by people who went to church and celebrated christmas and easter...  after Jesus led me out of church and taught me about pagan holidays I couldnt believe that people claiming Christ would ever participate in those things... I've learned recently that those things don't even matter. They will all pass …

Rest for the Weary Soul

There is a rest and a love that far exceeds anything else you will ever know in this world... that is Christ Himself. It is knowing Him. Knowing the depths of His Heart. Real intimacy with Him. The truth of the love of God is what will heal your broken heart. Ask Jesus to teach you …

Song of Solomon 3

Sharing some of my notes from Songs 3...  When Jesus took me thru song of songs...  He told me "There are deep revelations in Song of Songs. Just as the book of Revelation is a whole revelation of Christ in you. So is Song of Songs."  It's so similar to Rev, just different imagery. Interesting …

The Rapture

Image from fullofeyes.com The longer I walk w Jesus, the more understanding He gives me that all scripture is an illustration of Christ in you... the finished work of the Cross... and the separation of flesh and Spirit within the same person... Christ overcoming in His people. Goats and sheep... wheat and chaff... tribulation and …

God Requires What Is Past

I have been thinking on and finally understanding a little bit about eternity and want to share. I've been asking Jesus about the last part of this verse lately... "God requires what is past". That which hath been is now; and that which is to be hath already been; and God requireth that which is …

How to Receive the Baptism of the Holy Spirit

I was going to write a post about this... but I made a video instead! https://youtu.be/dMMjvqNbmNI Text from the description: The real baptism of the Holy Spirit comes when Jesus draws a person to His Heart and shows them the truth about their own heart of sin. He brings them to a place of humility …

And They Shall Be Tormented

Revelation 20:10 KJV — And the devil that deceived them was cast into the lake of fire and brimstone, where the beast and the false prophet are, and shall be tormented day and night for ever and ever. I wanted to share a little on this verse and a cool word study I did last …

He Draws All Men

Wanted to share this little word study I did... I am always learning and growing. There are things I used to believe that I dont believe anymore and things I didnt believe before that I do now... because my understanding has grown, or my heart has changed. I am always asking Jesus to reveal truth in …

the synagogue of satan

Sharing some of my notes from last year... I think this relates to my recent post about adam being the lawless one... Jesus took me thru the book of rev for many months last year and showed me just how deep and personal that book is to each and every person... especially those who are …

The Judgment Seat of Christ

I remember being in the churches and hearing about the "Bema Seat"... or the "Judgment Seat of Christ"...or even "The Believers Judgment"...  those phrases are used interchangeably and taken from this scripture: For we must all appear before the judgment seat of Christ; that every one may receive the things done in his body, according to …

Adam, the lawless one

Shall mortal man be more just than God? Job 4:17  Sharing my understanding of adam and what people call the fall of man...  I used to believe in the "fall of man"... the more I ask Jesus about things, the more I understand that there have always only been 2 players... God and man, Spirit and flesh, …

Christ The Eternal Covenant

Sharing something I've been thinking on for awhile... i have a lot of time to think lately lol... I am just thinking out loud in this post. I have been thinking of covenants a lot and asking Jesus about them for a long time. I know people always talk about the old covenant and the …

Zombie Apocalypse

Something so interesting happened to me recently, which caused me to understand something very profound and I wanted to share... The last few weeks I have been struggling so much with anger, rage, and hatred. This is new to me, because I have never struggled like this before in these areas. Not that I can remember …

Christ IN you IS the Song of Songs

All of last year the Jesus took me thru the book of Revelation... showing me how it's a revelation of the gospel... of Christ IN you (the end of the world IN you/ the battle of flesh vs Spirit). I have some notes posted of some of what He has showed me from that book …

Love Is…

Love is rehab for the heart. It is building relationships with people regardless of where they're at in life, what their social status is, no matter what kind of darkness they're in. Love is being patient with people and being kind to them regardless of how they treat you. Love is to care about what …

Words of Life

I have Jesus and He is all I need. He is my Shepherd, my Provider, my Husband, my Pastor, and my Best Friend. He is the One who healed my mind and my heart and the One who sets me free from torment. He is the Truth, the Way, and the Life. He is close …

Outer Darkness

I remember in 2014 laying in bed and Jesus showed me a soul in hell... I was a baby Christian at the time... still in church... the same year I came to Christ...  the soul was a family member who is still alive... it was completely black in darkness and the soul was tormented because …

In The Sabbath

Six days may work be done; but IN the seventh is the sabbath of rest, holy to the Lord : whosoever doeth any work IN the sabbath day, he shall surely be put to death. Exodus 31:15  God commanded that a person who did any work in the Sabbath would be put to death... even picking …

Babylon is fallen, is fallen

I have heard a lot people say that America is Babylon. I actually looked up the word Babylon the other day. It means confusion by mixing. I see that as mixing the things of God with the things of the world, as that causes much confusion. I don't believe that Babylon is a geographical location. I …

Unclean Food

I grew up in a non-religious Jewish household. My grandparents were Holocaust survivors and most of their families were murdered at the hands of the nazis. When I was born again I struggled to understand what I was supposed to be doing and how I was supposed to be following Jesus. If I was supposed …

Christ Alone

Christ alone means Christ alone. Everything you need is found in Christ. Its Jesus + nothing.  I think so many that use the phrase "Christ alone" have never asked Jesus what that means and dont actually know Him personally. They just become words people say without understanding by people who arent even born again. Its Jesus …

The Heavens Declare…

The heavens (nature/ creation/ Gods order/ kosmos) declare (prophesy/ are a shadow of/ reveal) the glory of God (the new covenant/ what Christ does in you) ; and the firmament sheweth his handywork (separation of flesh and spirit/ circumcision of the heart). Psalms 19: 1 I have been spending a lot of time at the ocean lately. It's a place …

Jesus The Author of Life

The words of Jesus bring LIFE, TRUTH, and FREEDOM. Early in my walk i had a neighbor who had cancer... i didnt even know him but several times Jesus led me to make him chicken soup and delivering it w a note encouraging him to trust in and turn to Jesus w all of His …

A God Who Loves

There is a God who loves you deeply. A God who gave His own life for you. A God who shed His own blood for you so that you can draw near to Him with nothing in the way. A God who will walk you through the evils of this world, safely to the other …

The Gospel is a Revelation

But I certify you, brethren, that the gospel which was preached of me is not after man.  For I neither received it of man, neither was I taught it, but by the revelation of Jesus Christ.Galatians 1:11‭-‬12  For a long time I was asking Jesus, what is the true gospel? Even after I was born …

Magick Blood

Wanted to write a little bit about "pleading the blood". There are so many witches disguised as "Christians" and most of churchianity is just a big witchcraft party. The church I came out of was full of spiritism and something soooooooo different than what I know now as truth. They called it "christianity" and prayed …

the love of the world is hatred

the love of the world is hatred... im not talking about loving the world and the things of it (world system, politics, religion, etc), which is antichrist, but the type of love that the world gives is hatred... the love that the world gives comforts the flesh. Its a love that is void of Christ.  Programs and …

this world is dark and evil but Jesus is the Light

I hate this world and all its darkness. I hate being helpless while people suffer and refuse to turn to the One Person who can help them. I hate that people have such a wrong idea of who Jesus is. I hate that kids grow up in a system of education that promotes things that …

The Testimony of Jesus

Behold, he cometh with clouds (in His people, filled w His Spirit); and every (spiritual) eye shall see him, and they also which pierced him (Christ died for all/ we ALL pierced Him): and all kindreds of the earth (IN you) shall wail because of him (the battle of flesh vs Spirit). Even so, Amen. Revelation 1:7 …

Revelation 12

Sharing my notes from something the Lord showed me last night... Rev 12 is not just about the birth of Christ, but is also about the birth of Christ IN us. A picture of being born again. The war between flesh and Spirit. Circumcision of the heart. A picture of Christ giving His people victory …

The Laying on of Hands

I came out of a church that really focused on physical healing. They spent so much time praying for that. Putting their hands on people and chanting in "tongues". They were so focused on the flesh. I dont remember anyone ever actually getting healed of anything though. When I was there anytime anyone put their …

the cross is your reflection

The cross is a mirror and a reflection of our sin. A reflection of every good thing you've done and every bad thing you've done. A reflection of all humanity. A reflection of who you are. Charlene shared on this... Beautiful, convicting words. I've been thinking on those words for a few days. The title …

faith without works is dead

I am so excited that Jesus is giving me understanding of this and I wanted to share! Faith without works is dead simply means you must be born again and led by the Spirit! It is a revelation of being born again and letting Christ do His work IN you instead of trying to do …

The Mystery of Iniquity

Sharing some understanding Jesus has been giving me about the man of sin being revealed. Charlene and I were talking about this for awhile. All the mysteries of Gods Kingdom happen when we are born again... including the man of sin being revealed (mystery of iniquity). It's so offensive for most to to look at themselves …

Je$u$

I am deeply grieved when I see people making money off the Name of Jesus...  Recently I saw a testimony that touched my heart of someone coming to Christ on one of those youtube channels that pull testimonies from everywhere... I thought wow, Jesus gave me some of those same revelations when I first came to …

Vanity

Something Charlene posted today made me think of something so I wanted to share ... about doing things in the flesh vs Jesus changing us from the inside... I have always loved makeup... I loved doing it... I always felt like it made me feel safe... like if people knew what I REALLY looked like under …

Speaking in Tongues

Reblogging w some more understanding at the bottom... She openeth her mouth with wisdom; and in her tongue is the law of kindness.Proverbs 31:26 October 2018 For the last 4 years I have been praying asking the Lord “What the heck is tongues?!?!”. In the church system I would see people speaking a gibberish language …

warfare

I have been struggling with spiritual attacks more this year than any other year… it seems like my whole walk with Jesus has just been a huge war with bits of freedom here and there… I take 1 step forward and 2 steps back… then 2 steps forward and 1 step back… and the beat …

seeing thru the eyes of my saviour

Blessed are the merciful: for they shall obtain mercy. -Matthew 5:7 Last year, I was working in a drug rehab as a house manager. One of the girls who came to live in my house, I was told before she came, was transgender, or had gender identity issues, and wanted to be called they/them pronouns …

speaking in love

Have been thinking of fearlessness and something that happened when Jesus started showing me the truth about churches and religion and religious ppl... I was gonna rent a room from a man and he was the pastor of a home church and his whole thing was that God had called him to be a pastor …

thou shalt make no graven images

back in November last year I was staying close to the beach for about a month.... I would wake up and walk about 50 feet to the sand... the majesty and power of the waves was breathtaking... there arent really words to describe the oceans majesty.... it's so vast, powerful, and mysterious.  while I was staying there, …

Gods Orchestra 💕

saw this video a few months ago... (linked below)... it's this incredible musical marble machine... the detail and engineering is one of the most incredible things I've ever seen... Jesus told me that His obedient children are like the marbles... He leads us each down a different path... although He leads us all differently, together …

a city that God built

a city that God built ❤ Was laying here thinking about stuff…the Lord gave me the thought "a city that God built " about how its God who builds His city in us… its the stuff that doesnt get burned up… He builds His City and His Kingdom in His people… about how we are …

the law was all prophecy

Everything Jesus did that is recorded in the gospels was a prophecy of the new covenant... except He was showing us and not telling us. He was illustrating in the natural what takes place in the spiritual when a person is born again... When a person is born again(filled with Gods Spirit) , they are baptized …

False Visions/Experiences

Was talking with a friend the other day about some false experiences i had and wanted to write about them. The first false vision that i had was at a megachurch in south orange county. it was the first church i ever attended after Jesus made Himself known to me becuase it was down the …

forever God is faithful

i was listening to a shania twain cover today of 'you're still the one' and started to cry like a baby thinking of everything that Jesus has walked me thru. i must have listened to that song on a loop for an hour. I remember walking into a church for the first time, tormented by …

learn to be your greatest encourager in the Lord

I wrote this email to a friend earlier, but I wanted to post it because I feel like it might be helpful to someone else. I used to condemn myself and others a lot... especially myself. Jesus started to teach me to be my own best friend. To encourage myself in the Lord the way …

author and finisher

Was thinking about how Jesus is the author and finisher of our faith...how it is He who draws us to Him, and He who gives us faith. He then gives us trials and tribulations with the strength to overcome, which produces more faith. He teaches us how to pray and even WHAT to pray and …

Gods people are the lost and the broken

Have been thinking lately who are Gods people? There have been a few times that Jesus has told me that someone belongs to Him and you would never know in a million years...they arent walking with Him yet... someone struggling with gender identity issues, a woman trapped in religion, someone of a different faith, a crack …

My Time in an Online Cult

Lordship Salvation = The Not So Good News I have realized how easily influenced i can be, and how important it is to only listen to Jesus. Wanted to write about my time in a lordship salvation online cult. i had no idea it was a cult until just recently The Lord told me it …

7 Feasts of Israel

Wanted to post something the Lord showed me a few weeks ago... having to do with end times, prophecy being fulfilled, and the 7 feasts of Israel. I grew up Jewish... i went to a messianic church for some time when I came to Jesus but when I was born again He told me stop celebrating …

The Cross (from a newbie)

About a month ago I started asking Jesus to teach me about the cross. I never believed any church person that told me my sins were forgiven because they all practiced sin, and never really believed that I wias forgiven... It's been 2 years since I'm filled with the Spirit and the only thing I …

Jesus is Gangsta

Jesus is gangsta (thx g!). Thats how I've been thinking of Him lately. He came to smash religion and break every barrier between us and Him. To tear down brick and mortar and every stumbling block. He didnt come to give us a bible study and a water baptism. He didnt come so we could turn …

Matthew 24

Just sharing my notes from a few weeks ago Gods Kingdom is NOW Matthew 24, all of a sudden I understood it spiritually. My understanding has been opened. We are in the midst of the great tribulation, and also the millennial reign (Revelation 20/21.. read w your spiritual eyes and seek understanding). Jesus is here …

What Remains

 For a long time I couldn't even praise God. It wasnt in my heart. Even after I was born again. I told Him that I dont want to be fake with Him or feel like it was forced... I've done that and it just feels so gross. He helped me with it, so that it …

Courtroom Dream 10/19/19

There was a man who ran some type of facility in front of a judge in a courtroom. He claimed to be a teacher of the things of God. He had another man with him and they were trying to explain to the judge what they did. He opened a box of Raisin Bran cereal …

Angels

What Jesus showed me when I was struggling a few weeks ago For he shall give his angels (messengers/ children) charge over thee (we rally around each other in our struggles), to keep thee in all thy ways.  They shall bear thee up in their hands (hands mean POWER with prayer and encouragement), lest thou dash …

Antichrist Churches

The word Antichrist means IN PLACE of Christ or INSTEAD of Christ. This is what the church buildings have done. They want you to come to THEM for healing, to THEM for your spiritual food, to THEM for understanding of the scriptures, to THEM for deliverance, to THEM for discipleship. TO THEM FOR EVERYTHING. They …

Millenial Reign

Gods Kingdom is NOW  For the last couple of weeks I've been askin Jesus if we are in the Millennial Reign right now, because last year he told me that He's already here, ruling and reigning in the hearts of His people. He IS walking the earth today tabernacling with His People TODAY. I keep …

The Spirit Gives Life

There are NO barriers between a person filled with the Spirit and Christ Himself in the New Covenant. Anything placed between Jesus and a person is a stumbling block. It is the SPIRIT who gives life and nothing else. You can quote scriptures until you're blue in the face and have no understanding from Jesus (just like the Pharisees).The ONLY …

No Sin Will Enter Heaven

Theres no sin in Christ... last year the Lord told me "No sin will enter heaven".... I took that to mean that I must clean myself up. IMMEDIATELY. To rid myself of any and all sin. To examine myself thoroughly and extensively and pick myself apart. I was looking at myself and judging myself so harshly because …

Christ Does it All

Jesus does everything in us and thru us, for Himself and BY Himself, for HIS good pleasure, because HE is good! When we obey, it's because His Spirit is in us, willing us to obey. When we overcome it is only because the overcomer lives in us. When we have faith it is only because the …